#unrequittedlove

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Posting a freestyle dance cover after long time on one of the beautiful composition sung by #akhilsachdev and @harshdeepkaurmusic from @ithappenedincalcutta_official screening at @altbalaji Do check that out. I do not own the copyright of the audio and this video is just for the entertainment purpose only. . . P.S - Twinning with the title! #dedicated . . #dance #freestyle #dancersofinstagram #instagrammers #insta #feelings #love #lost #life #unrequittedlove #duabanja #singlelife #emotions #lovehappens #itsaboutheartnothead #itallhappened #lifehappens #loveisbeautiful #loveisunpredictable #darkrosekindalove

Dearest of all you, How was your birthday my dearest? What did you do on your special day? I had a difficult time shutting out the suggestions that my delusional heart kept offering every few minutes throughout the day. I had to resist thoughts like calling you to hear your voice ("It's because its his birthday", would say my heart). Dropping off your favourite mocha frosting cake from cafe Zen at your doorstep ( " You are just dropping the cake off, without even meeting him! Who wouldn't like a cake on their birthday?", connivingly suggested my heart). Begging you for last day together ("Just so that he doesn't spend it alone"! Encouraged my stupid heart) But with great difficulty I had to shut my heart up from prompting suggestions as clearly, it is incapable of learning a lesson. Instead this is how I celebrated your birthday. After I woke up, I cried at the thought of all that I had planned for you and what you decided for us instead. I posted something on my instagram account. A picture of a girl looking out the window with her cat beside her. The picture was noir, just the way you like it. The caption was the one you put when you had dumped me earlier over that fight, on the picture of the mugs that I had gifted you. Another lame ass attempt to feel connected to you. After several bouts of crying interspersed with spacing out, lying curled on the sofa, forceful eating on account of medicines i dragged myself into shower. After shower I wore the Tee that you gifted me just so that I could feel close to you. Yesterday, on account of your birthday, I dared to hear our song in the shower followed by another crying outburst. But I heard the whole song. Until yesterday I couldn't bring myself to even hear it. Yesterday, I dared to go through with it. Twice. For today, that is my victory. However small it may seem. P.S the original caption by @yaoyaomva on this post reads 'The memory of you. Some songs are off limits'. #yaoyaomavanasart #happybirthdaymylove #alwaysbehappy #heartbroken #heartache #cantstopwontstop #lostwithoutyou #lovelost #loss #missyou #breakup #lost #memoriesthathaunt #unreadletterstoyou #allthatiwanttosay #unrequittedlove

So, I kept talking about this guy "M" non-stop since the official lockdown. Then I was locked out as my son couldn't bare hearing that guy's name no more. Even the cat couldn't bare seeing humans in the house going crazy... #momandson #momlife #supersinglemommy #unrequittedlove

Sweet disposition: to be affectionately kind. This is how I've come to understand these two words. They all but disappeared from my vocabulary until the song of the same phrase by The Temper Trap enchanted my thoughts recently during an early morning rising. I was in the zen entrapment of holiday wanderlust so the moody yet mesmerizing melody hummed relentlessly on repeat in the vinyl of my mind. I've since been looking around me, studying the sweet disposition of strangers; searching for lingering nostalgia from "a moment, a love" -- kind affection recklessly abandoned somewhere in time. In searching and studying, I stumbled upon some lovely lyrical interpretations of the song as well as some clarity in the meaning of the words. In pop culture, sweet disposition is often associated with unrequited love, the innocence of adolescent admiration, and the resiliency of the heart. The trials and tribulations of living through our rights, our wrongs. In interpersonal relationships, sweet disposition between two humans is often thought to be affectionate and kind; enduring and everlasting even if for a brief encounter. The sweet disposition of a person, a kiss, a cry, a moment ... a love. Sentiment pleasantly blurred between desperate emotion and a dream aloud. Absolute endearment of fleeting feelings and a being's perpetuating charm. Sweet disposition: surrender to affection, be beautifully kind ... and don't stop til the love you seek is everything you already are. #sweetdisposition #affection #affectionate #kind #kindness #reckless #abandon #songmeaning #moment #love #kiss #cry #dream #surrender #endure #unrequittedlove #time #emotion #foryou #forme #nostalgia #ourrights #ourwrongs #interpersonalrelationship #madlove

——————————————————————————————— ‘Made To Love’ - E.N.N.F. #ennf #yt.ennf ——————————————————————————————— #madetolove #poem #poems #poetry #poet #words #writing #writer #lovepoem #lovepoems #lovepoetry #loveletter #loveletters #love #lovequotes #sadpoetry #sadpoems #hope #mad #heart #brokenhearted #lonely #goingcrazy #unrequittedlove #heartache #heartbroken #253